share your awakening

 

I’ve had a very frustrating last couple of weeks.

Trying to move forward with new ideas, with change, with a new direction can be challenging.

So I was talking … i.e. complaining, to my boyfriend about this frustration this morning over brunch, and as I was talking what came alive in me once again was the clarity of direction, purpose and energy I experience by this quote. That for me, in this life, this is what I am called to serve and share.

 

Share Your Awakening

 

 

“All that Spirit asks is that you unfold into greater spiritual consciousness and share your awakening with other people.” – John-Roger from Divine Essence (Baraka)

And just as the last word of that quote had left my mouth … my boyfriend responded with “So how are you sharing your awakening right now?

I’m clear that I want to help and inspire others do this. AND … how am I sharing my own awakening in my life, in my own way, these days?

Hence this blog post of course after some months…

So my awakening in this moment, is that my answers are within.

That my love is within.

That all is within.

So following this awareness I decided to spend some time within, some time with the Me that’s invisible and waits patiently and peacefully, until I’m ready to relax and receive of it.

So I packed a notebook and my computer and headed out the front door with a couple of possibilities: park on a blanket or computer and coffee shop.

And again I became aware of how supported I am. A simple intention met with some right action and my pain seemed to dissolve instantly. It was as if just making the decision to put myself first, to give time to myself, to deal just with myself, seemed to wash the frustration and confusion out of my mind instantly.  I made the decision to nurture myself and spend time with myself … and then I took the action towards that … i.e. pack my bag and walk out the door … and I walked into a new reality … instantly.

And so then in my new reality – the one I can best relate to words in this physical reality – is an experience of surrender and serendipity.

I walked past a neighbors house with clothes for free on the front lawn … and I picked up one that said:

‘upstart’ on the front

‘you are the upstart’ on the back

I couldn’t have more perfectly described my challenge and my solution at this moment.

If I want to see a new start, a new beginning, a new day …

I need to be this new start and this new day first …

I know the Universe will match me. And I know it starts with me.

So the serendipities continue … and I feel surrounded and filled with the joy of this life.

every moment every day

fall … falling … free

John-Roger’s (my spiritual teacher, close friend, and the founder of the organization I study with and work for – MSIA) passed into Spirit last month, and his memorial and celebration is tomorrow.

I have been blessed beyond words to have spent so much time with him personally. I am overcome with gratitude and thankfulness for the opportunity and privilege of our conversations, our meals together, our travel together, of each and every moment spent close to him.

I feel more empowered now to step up. To share my own voice. To share my awakening and to live and breathe the teachings he has brought forward.

I am also rededicating myself to driving and leading my life through this process of Claiming Love Consciousness. To living my life according to my own authority and awareness.

If you find value in doing these 5 steps as needed you are welcome to them. I’d love to share this journey with others. And I’d love to hear about your own awakening, about how you live and breathe the Spirit in your own life …

I am here.
For us all.
In loving and service,
Zoe

1. Stop. Close Your Eyes – Be Right NOW.
2. Move Your Awareness Within – Bring your attention to the tisra til.
3. Claim What You Want – Experience it and be grateful for it.
4. Let Go – Of whatever you do not want.
5. Receive – Be aware and receive of what Love Consciousness has for you just now.

I give thanks John-Roger

happy thanksgiving

Hi all,

So so long since I’ve written. Lots going on in my world. All shades of love, expansion and excitement.

I’ve taken on the role as Director of Communications for MSIA. We’re looking at upgrading our communications both to our current students and to also sharing the Light, love and teachings of MSIA more effectively with those looking for spiritual awareness and a greater experience of Spirit within. If you have ideas or would like to be a part of this work email me.

I’m also in a relationship. Which is new, big and so supportive, inspiring and wonder-full.

I think that’s what I’m most giving thanks for in my life right now. My ability to be in relationship. With everyone I’m working with. With my boyfriend. With friends. With family.

My spiritual teacher and close friend John-Roger passed away October 22nd and it’s been an amazing opportunity to experience death in a new way.

When my Mum passed when I was 14 I interpreted that experience in ways that were against me. And my overall assessment of the situation was that she was no longer going to be with me.

So in dealing with John-Roger’s passing I’ve been very consciously focused on experiencing, remembering and expanding into the awareness of the place and the reality where we are still together. I still have moments where I miss his body. I miss him here physically. But I do also experience and enjoy how close and together we still are.

So I’ve also had the opportunity to look at reframing and re-joining my Mum. So much of that time has come up for me recently. I’ve cried a lot this past month. And I’m so grateful for the opportunity to re-ignite and to experience and enjoy my Mum more in my life on a day to day practical basis.

So this thanksgiving I thank you John-Roger. I thank you Mum. And I look forward to being with you today and always.

It’s kind of crazy … I have had so much moving and changing in my consciousness recently … John-Roger my wayshower and friend said something in a video seminar and it really moved me. It was something like “that’s why I tell people, don’t pray for physical things” … well what I got from that … is that what I want is joy, is love, is God, is the beauty, fullness, wholeness of life. That’s what I want. Sometimes it looks like I want a relationship, a house, a job, an experience, a thing. But it’s always this one thing. This one energy. And it’s love. It’s joy. It’s God … or whatever word you put on that thing that is everything.

So I haven’t written recently because it felt so inconsequential to. I’ve been having this shifting or changing going on … where my focus and my prayers are colliding into this one focus.

I mean I’ve always very consciously, well for sometime now, been very and intently focused on my life of service, on being a messenger and an example of love, of love consciousness.

But it has shifted. It all of a sudden feels and seems different.

There’s only one thing to do … and that is to be present and partake of the joy of this moment.

I hope each of you are using this day, this moment, this life … to experience and enjoy truly the love and the fullness that is.

I love you all,
Zoe

1. Stop. Close Your Eyes – Be Right NOW.
2. Move Your Awareness Within – Bring your attention to the tisra til.
3. Claim What You Want – Experience it and be grateful for it.
4. Let Go – Of whatever you do not want.
5. Receive – Be aware and receive of what Love Consciousness has for you just now.

“Do You Realize that you have the most beautiful face?
Do You Realize we’re floating in space?
Do You Realize that happiness makes you cry?
Do You Realize that everyone you know someday will die?

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes,
Let them know you realize that life goes fast,
It’s hard to make the good things last,
You realize the sun doesn’t go down,
It’s just an illusion caused by the world spinning round.”

#DoYouRealize #TheFlamingLips

Do you realize that each moment is such a gift?

I don’t. So many moments, so many times, everyday, I’m living unconsciously, I’m forgetting, and not realizing that my life is beautiful, perfect and so incredible. That I am beautiful, perfect and so incredible.

So today, just now, take the time to realize. That you are the most beautiful gift to yourself and to the world.

Take just 5 minutes now to step into your divine love consciousness. Claim it. Live it. Walk it, know it, and share it.

So right now, today, because I have chosen to claim my love consciousness, and give myself this focus just now. I am realizing that I am the love I have been looking for. I am the love.

Love you all,
Zoe

1. Stop. Close Your Eyes – Be Right NOW.
2. Move Your Awareness Within – Bring your attention to the tisra til.
3. Claim What You Want – Experience it and be grateful for it.
4. Let Go – Of whatever you do not want.
5. Receive – Be aware and receive of what Love Consciousness has for you just now.

I took this photo this same time last year … when I was on retreat also in North Bovey. And it truly does remind me to that “It” Is Within. That my answers, my love, and what I’m always looking for is always … within.

When I’m here, in the remote countryside of England, out of cell phone reception and other reminders and drivers of my everyday life … I find myself much more easily and effortlessly directed and moving within, living from a place that is connected to my highest sense of loving and wisdom.

Instead of having something to do, or someplace to go, I simply wander out the gates of this place and walk. And in this freedom to choose – left or right? Turn or go straight? I find myself in this just really beautiful state. As my body wisdom guides me – in what must look like aimless wondering but what I experience as my inner knowing – peace and joy takes over.

And the sweetest of synchronicities, and miracles of perfect timing bless my path, which gives me further affirmation of my following my inner knowing in this state of wandering.

This kind of feeling – this kind of freedom – isn’t as easy for me in everyday life. Upon waking I rarely feel this patient and expansive – I usually jump out of bed and start on the 101 things I THINK I NEED to do today …

But this is the energy that I would like to use more and more at the start of my days, and to use the CLC 5 steps to spend a little time wandering before having to get out there on the road of real life.

So I encourage us all … to take 5 minutes just now, or even just one. And go within. You may not have the time to step out your front door and just wander today, but you do have 5 minutes to open the door within and wander for a while.

And in this 5 minutes, in this start to your day, truly feel and imagine that you have the freedom and the complete power to truly be guided, directed and inspired by all that is true, powerful and perfect within you.

Love you all,
And blessings and Light from the Mystical Traveler Tour with John-Roger.
Zoe

1. Stop. Close Your Eyes – Be Right NOW.
2. Move Your Awareness Within – Bring your attention to the tisra til.
3. Claim What You Want – Experience it and be grateful for it.
4. Let Go – Of whatever you do not want.
5. Receive – Be aware and receive of what Love Consciousness has for you just now.